【】i.theonlyyprayersyheadoveravoluofozedongsbookstorntedheart.asispokeofdaughter,irelivedtheprethetiofherbirthinber27,1966,eetingandarrested.ifeltagainandagainthejoyshehadgivenateaoreandreireeredthedaysofherliving,andlessandlessideto,andeasureofaybattleeaetofindoutydaughterand,ifiuld,thttheylifeeiping.butihadtofighton.

infebruary1972presidentnixonaozedongatthelattersho.asilookedattheslingfaaoeriontonthisyearsofhuliation,ofbeingdeniedregnitioingeriselfaangintaiwan.

inallthephotographsas,zhouenlaifiguredproly.theerzhouenlaiainutediffiuniqué.hoentbytheuatesthattaitntpossiblefortheuatestnizeanindepeainistgoventfearedst.furtherre,intheniquéthepeoplesgoventdidnotrenounuedrethanjustified.ifeltthatthepersonalpositionofprinisterzhouenlaihadbeelyenhancedbyhissuessfulandskillfuldiplocy.

noosphereprevailed.thetoheobehaverelikenorlhunbeings.ioeaboutfaly,relatives,andfriends,asypersonallifeandaorethrougheverythingihadalreadyveredthein1969.eiatientandpoitohihatihadalreadyanserelysaid,“youhavetoansagain.”ididnotthiosayingsothingdifferentsothatheuldasters.

thisseriesofinterrogationslastedseveralnths.ididnotreerhoanytisiorhoosbook.thereoreshoutingunt.butielytedious.

onedayiuof1972,theinterrogatorproduourofficefile,andaskedyna,soisaidyes.

“thisisproofofyourillegalaistake,”hesaid.

i.

hehaheletterto.isayhusbanddiedinoeoneaderesponsiblefortheoffiberedthethegeneralnagerofshellshongkongoffiethatageneralnagerhadbeenappoiosuareruhenheaskedtodraanagerandhis.inparticulartheyedtokheyshouldbringasupplyofflour,astheykneheesepeopleaterice.

beean,ithoughtshepatriots,shegaveratheralonglistthatinapolitiepletelyinnocuous.

“itseeanythingpolitithisletter,”isaid.

“nothingpolitiationaboutthegrainsupplysituationinshanghai,”hesaid.

“reallyletseetheletteragain.”bynoeexyirisonntioavoidhavingtodeyreleasethatinistpartyloathedadttingstakes,sinunistparty.”

hehaheletteragainandsaid,“readthepassageaboutgrainrations.”

iread,“theshanghaigoventalloycattiesof

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